Trying to survive depression

Therapy, psychiatry, anti anxiety and anti depression pills and all I can say is that I've gotten a lot worse.
I've had real Zombie days where I knew I was alive but couldn't bring ME out of the walking dead woman.
I've never taken drugs so I'm amazed how one little pill for anti this and that could mess me up so much.
I don't have the time or the strength for this, I'm a mom and I need to be on top of things for my baby girl.
I'm not sure these drugs really do any good, I'm hoping things will work out soon.